Garden of Uncertainty
I've been trying to figure out what my next step is in life after graduation for a while now. It's about to be March in a week and I have no idea. My friends are getting acceptances into universities and post-grad programs while I'm just trying to figure out what I even should apply for! I know that my mind is not where it should be at all and that becomes frustrating as well. At times I feel that my grades aren't good enough so why even bother, you know? Then I've become so caught up in material things that I have been so low on funds it's ridiculous (feel free to cashapp me at $SymoneAJ). But, I am just trying to figure out what I want in life over all. Not knowing what they next day will bring has been stressing me out like crazy and it's ridiculous. Honestly I have been worried about the wrong things, and at this point in my life I just want to marry rich, be happy, and be a house wife. I will gladly stay home while running my own business as we...